Never Poem by Kathryn Garner

i have these words
that you never ever told me
i have the memories
we never ever lived
knowing the smiles ill never get to see
knowing the things that ill always hid

wearing a pulse on my sleeve
yet my feelings wrapped in a bow
begging to fraud, the promises youll never leave
and now i know the things youll never know
cast from the sleeve, my hearts letting go

not from choice, only from failed resistance
i always so close and so far
if i could be an cupid just a final chance
and why wish on a falling star?
cant save itself, muchless me
if i was even worth the air i breath
i watch me and the star leave
why wear a heart on a sleeve
waiting to be ripping away

falls fast, and easily broken
with the things we said
the things never spoken
knowing well never live through the fights
because wiht that falling star
comes my black night

locked in a hole,
i need room to breath
i feel the pulse
from my wrist, my heart, my sleeve
and theres no hope
where theres only dirt
where im only hurt
by the things never said
things never done
for im now dead
and my bodys all gone
this has gone all wrong
kiss me so long
before im all gone




and now im all gone