Never See Me Cy Poem by B.M Lewis

I'm sitting alone
Thing about you
Thinking about every time
You said "I love you"
I'm cursing your name
I'm hating myself
You never ever
Meant those words
I'm crying so hard
That I can't breathe
I'm so stressed
I can't think straight
You'll never see this
You'll never see me hurt
You'll think I'm perfectly fine
You'll never see me cry
I willingly gave you my heart
Now, you're giving it back
I don't want it!
But you're using force
You're pushing me away
I can't hold on
You're too strong
And I'm too weak
I cry and I cry
The teardrops are endless
It's like a river
My close friends have seen it
And they try to help
You're clueless
You have no idea because
You'll never see me cry