Tell Me Why Poem by B.M Lewis

Why do I sit here pondering
Over your words,
Over your actions?
Why do I sit here
Thinking about the words
I wanted to tell you?
Why can't I yell at you,
Fuss at you?
Why can't I tell you to go away?

You know he means everything to me.
I should be able to just walk away,
But it hurts so badly.
Why am I spending long hours
Thinking about you?
Why can't I get you out of my mind?
I really care about you.
I don't want to lose you.
Please, tell me why
Tell me what's happening to me.
Tell me why I'm so torn.
Tell me WHY