No Happy Ending
by Tammy, not a princess.
I believe in my destiny, and believe in my fate,
I know that whatever, my life has its date.
And while I have choices, and things I must do,
I trust that my heart will carry me through.
You think you can see what I feel, what I am,
With your shallow vision, there's no way that you can.
You know that I'm broken, but call me insane,
To me it was special, to you just a game.
The good times were false, not one of them real,
You took hold of my heart and fed me the spiel.
Conquered my body, then mastered my mind,
Now I can see why they say that loves blind.
You controlled and conned me so evil and cruel,
Called me your Best Friend to make me the fool.
I loved you so deeply with nothing to gain
All that you gave me was heartache and pain.
You shouldn't have hurt me, no one deserves that,
Then thought you could fix it with I'm sorry.
I played on your team for 23 years
Bitter and angry I'm all out of tears.
If I were the person that you now perceive
I would take out revenge, that, I'm sure you believe.
However, I'm not, you still don't know ME
My name is Tammy, not psycho or she!
No feelings of hatred or wanting you dead
That of sadness, disbelief and lost love instead.
Honesty and respect what I wanted from you,
Left with just memories but which ones were true?
Sometimes I pray that my broken heart stops
Or that I might drown in my endless teardrops.
My emotions a blur, so much which needs mending
I can't be a princess, there's no happy ending?
Topic(s) of this poem: abuse