No Real Title....Its A Good Poem Tho Poem by Beautiful Mistake

I collapse to my knees
and I cry in vain
I pray to God to take me out of this hell
please stop the constant flow of pain
I clasp my hands together
until my knuckles are white
pressing my hands to my forehead
wondering when i'll be alright
I rock back and forth
while silent tears escape
I try to hold back
but still they slip down my face
I look to the sky
feel the walls closing in
I say a silent prayer
'please help me
oh God I don't know if I'll make it tonight
so give me the strength
I don't think i'll survive
I can't take this nightmare i'm living in
so please, just take my life'
My hands still together
I can't let go
i'm holding on
to the self that I know
she won't live
she will die tonight
I know that it's wrong
but it feels right