Not Enough Words Poem by Nassy Fesharaki

Not enough words

I shout out with anger
At me more than others,
More at age than my shape,
Also at politics of bullies,
Hypocrites and the dozy victims!

Struggle, struggle
And…again struggle!

I wrestle with myself
Both beat and, am beaten
Kick and box hands and legs!

Tongues questions:
Why the hell?
What the hell?
Who the hell?

The index looks at me!
All the parts laugh at me!

Feel like cats and the dog
Feel like the animals
(the ones with a long tail…)
(problem with buttocks…)
So, I turn, kick myself
Right in my own bottom
Yet I can't…

"Then, absorb and suffer! "
I repeat to myself…

so, I say because I
Am nothing but some shit!

Life is shit if you want
To be good, human;
Unable have remained.

Are dead my ambitions?
Is this life less than hell?