How do I control what I feel inside?
whenever you talk of him I want to hide,
inside my own little world,
where everything I want is mine at a word,
I hate myself for how I feel,
this ain't me, yet it's still so real,
who or what have I become?
I've never felt this for anyone,
can you not see?
What your doing to me,
I've thrown all my pride out the door,
on hands and knees wanting more,
I don't care who knows how I feel,
'cause a love like this has got to be real,
all I feel is for you,
so what am I going to do?
You know what i think,
yet still you allow me to sink,
into the pain I feel when we're apart,
for you are the bearer of my heart.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
this is amazing. i felt it and imagined a lot. more like wht my aunt feels now and wht i went through a while back. excellent writing.