Not Me Poem by Peri Morgan

How do I control what I feel inside?
whenever you talk of him I want to hide,
inside my own little world,
where everything I want is mine at a word,
I hate myself for how I feel,
this ain't me, yet it's still so real,
who or what have I become?

I've never felt this for anyone,
can you not see?
What your doing to me,
I've thrown all my pride out the door,
on hands and knees wanting more,
I don't care who knows how I feel,
'cause a love like this has got to be real,
all I feel is for you,

so what am I going to do?
You know what i think,
yet still you allow me to sink,
into the pain I feel when we're apart,
for you are the bearer of my heart.