Nothing Poem by Kerry Valkyrie Baldock Kelly

I love you,
You use me,
I adore you,
I let you use me,
I caress you,
You abuse me,
I miss you,
I let you abuse me.

I am a possession,
You instruct me,
I am your obsession,
I let you instruct me,
I am a human illusion,
You dominate me,
I am a bleeding contusion,
I let you dominate me.

I feel alone,
You manipulate me,
I feel scared to phone,
I let you manipulate me,
I feel lost, hurt and undone,
You mistreat me,
I feel like my soul has succumb,
I let you mistreat me.

I need to suffer true love,
You neglect me,
I need the calm of a dove,
I let you neglect me,
I need urgent help from above,
You show no compassion,
I need the protection of a glove,
I let you show no compassion.

I want to disappear,
You will not miss me,
I am nothing to you, have no fear,
I will not let you miss me,
I feel there is one way to stop the sear,
You would not care,
I need to come before your shots and beer,
When I sleep peacefully for you I will not suffer or bare,
For in that state I will no longer be able to feel, need or care......