Now You Finally See Poem by Vasto Grom

It can't rain all the time, but if it did would it be a crime
Oh let the rain fall down, let it snow
Soon you will realize just what I know
This life we lead is all a lie, sadly in the end we all shall cry
Whether tears of joy or tears of sorrow, in the end it won't matter tomorrow
My name is Eric, and I know I am sick

So let the blood rain down
Let it all come out
Now you have an idea what I'm all about
Listen to me my friends, this isn't the end
So don't cry for me because I am finally free


If you were to see into my dreams, you'd find me sitting in some bloody rings
Every ring represents someone I know, everyday the number of rings continue to grow
But I pray those rings won't grow no more, and that the blood will come off the floor
I have seen many things no one should ever see, the saddest part is that those things were done by me
But soon it will all be over and I will be free, I just hope that you can forgive me

So let the blood rain down
Let it all come out
Now you have an idea what I'm all about
Listen to me my friends, this isn't the end
So don't cry for me because I am finally free

For years I have lied to hide the truth
For 13 years I've tried to make myself feel
Ever since this started I've wanted it all to go
But over those unlucky years those lies have continued to grow
I've ended up turning to fantasy to keep myself from going crazy
My eyes now lie to me
I can't tell if what I see is real or not
Was this a plot set up by my mind

So let the blood rain down
Let it all come out
Now you have an idea what I'm all about
Listen to me my friends, this isn't the end
So don't cry for me because I am finally free

These visions of blood are killing me
If only you could see just what I see
You would finally understand
You'd get my point
You'd finally know what's wrong me
And why these eyes of mine....are killing me