Numb Poem by Sydne Morris

I am all numb inside
I can’t feel any emotion anymore
Nothing makes sense
I use to have control
Over my pathetic excuse of a life
But now even that has drifted far away from me
If I known that breaking from you
Would turn my world upside down
Leaving me confused
And delirious

I would have thought twice
But what is done is done
I have become so numb
Trying to find place
In the world
I use to call mine

As I try to put my feelings together
I feel like I am becoming
More corny every minute
We were just friends
Nothing else
Nothing more
Now I didn’t want that
But I did want your wisdom
Your laughter
Your smile

Well its gone now
All I get from
You is a frown
Asking me why I am
The way I am
Even thought it’s not my fault

Why do you make me feel so numb
Like I am so invisible to the world
Like I have no more value
Than the clothes on my back
Maybe I should have prepared myself
For this heartache
Because nothing good lasts for ever