Oh Most Wise God, My Creator. Poem by RIC BASTASA

what you did Oh Most
Wise God, i must agree,
is still good to me.
you have closed all
options, like the way
you closed all paths
for my journey, and
there is finally only
one way, and this leads
to no one but You.
You seem to ask who
I really love? You
have taken everything
and everyone from me.
In sleep you even have
to take all my dreams
to, and i wake up
sweating heavily, in
all anxieties, i must
say no name again, but
you, that now in this
most alarming situation,
i must have you, for
i must remain strong
and steadfast still
undestroyed and ready
to praise your name
again, for i am your
creation, and now
i know how i must
function. With all
my grief and sorrow
i still have you
today and tomorrow.
for i am nothing
without you Oh Most
Wise God, My Creator.