On The Inside/ Inner Turmoil/ Questions Poem by BlacknessRose ...

I’m laying in bed
Awaiting the light
What is this feeling?
Does anyone care?
Shh…can you hear it?
My screams for help
I’m bottling these emotions
It kills me to do it
I’m crying my eyes out
No one looks
I’m screaming my heart out
No one hears
I’m losing my sanity
No one cares
It hurts
But why?
What’s wrong?
What’s causing these feelings?
Why am I crying?
Why doesn’t anyone look?
Why do you believe my fake appearance?
Why does inner turmoil hurt?
Why me?
Why does the pain stop when I write it down?
Are my bottled emotions coming out of this pen?
Is writing a way for me to convey my feelings?
Why does it hurt?
Why me?
I’m laying in bed
Awaiting the light