Once Again I Return To You, Poem by Liza Sud

Once again I return to you,
Сircumventing all earthly ways
Once again I begin to lose
Sight of you - to come back again.

Every time you become more close,
And I start to cognize myself.
You're next to me, breathing, rose.
I was searching in clouds - what sense?

Peaceful is now my soul.
All fermented in me through life,
By the way I have met God,
Returning to him all I had.

You - forgive me for this.
My challenge it should have been.
In order to find yourself,
You need to expend and miss.