One Day Poem by nancy kathleen elardo

You know I can never count all the stars for you
I can't even speak a million words for you to know it's true
That every single beat... my heart is creating
Signifies a thousand reasons of why I'm still fighting.

I am at the end of the bridge but still i look back
Because the thought of moving on, may be a wrong track
If only you could hear these words I long to say
Then maybe you will realize that I was never okay.

I'm expressing what I feel because I'm losing the fight
I don't want to weep anymore nor cry every night
If you think I'm alright - well then maybe YES
I don't have the authority to correct what you guess.

Look, I am not saying that this is your fault..
Why my life became sour - turned sugar into salt
I have my smile to cover all the pain
No need for me to call you when I'm crying in the rain.

Search inside my heart and there you will see
An empty space left.. deep within me
Now you're free to go - I won't let you stay..
Just make sure you won't come back and miss me one day.