Why can't you see
What you are doing to me?
I have changed due to you,
it instantly feels like I'm gonna spew.
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You run,
as though I am holding a gun.
Why are you so scared of me?
aren't I good enough for you to see?
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It’s a rainy & cold night,
The stars aren’t shinning all that bright,
I look to the sky to see where you are,
Because the truth is I miss you.
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I know that you are gone,
but to be honest,
I don't think our love was that strong.
You always told me to do what I believed in,
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I wonder what is going on,
everyone is screaming because they are spoilt.
I am in massive pain right through me,
No one seems to care or show mw any sympathy.
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I have not written in a while,
It’s been so long I almost forgot how I felt about writing,
Don’t know why but writing does make me smile,
It is like I have been waiting….
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Watching you, seeing you smile, the way he makes you feel.
You being so happy make me smile because I know what it is like,
What it wa slike to feel that way, all of those days. It's Real.
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Watching you fade away,
I see the way you are,
it is something that happens everyday.
it's like one jelly bean in one big jar.
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When the world falls apart
I feel it shaking beneath my feet
Like an open window with a wild draft
Yet I feel as though it has never been so sweet.
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The last night we saw eachother,
was a rather cold one.
We always had so much fun together,
i miss you a ton.
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