Pain Poem by Jason Callender

the world is full of pain
what can i say
we just live day by day
what do we gain
from all this pain
the heart grows cold
as the wind blows
you no longer feel it on your soul
you will never love again
because of the pain
with this blank stare
i no longer care
i no longer fear
no matter what you said
my feelings are dead
to feel like you are dead inside
i feel like iv'e died
a thousand times
and still keep coming back alive
to forget these memories iv'e tried
so many tears came from my eyes
now i wish i could cry
but not one tear will come from my eye
because this storm started as a child
six years old if i'm not right
when my mother took me out of my fathers life
i wish she had just stayed home
i know i wouldn't feel so all alone
a woman cant raise a man
its not apart of Gods plan
i just hope women understand.
Now u understand why my generation is so cold
just so now u know
don't say you weren't ever told! ! ! ! !