Pain Of Broken Heart Poem by Reeshe Vixen

How do you live with the pain of knowing who you love doesn’t love you? To know that you leaving or not speaking to them is paradise to them, all you can see is the bricks coming off of them and landing on you.

How does a broken heart mend when there is nothing more then memoires that cause you not let go? Memoires that you wish could last, just memoires.

This pain, this broken heart feels like your happiness has been sucked right out of you, the joy, the wanting, and needing all gone everything gone until there is nothing left but pain.

What else can I say I knew that this day was coming like a roller coaster? Trying to bare it is worst then forgetting it.

This is my life, my cruse, every time happiness comes around the hurt a pain comes 3 times as fast and the happiness runs back to where it comes from and then it is just me and the pain left in the darkness. It is so impossible to see, you can’t even run from it.

I don’t think I can take it this time. I don’t want to live every day with this pain. I don’t want live. People say that it is not worth it but the truth is it is not worth it to them, but it was everything to me.

I should have stay in place and not want to find anything.

My heart is pluming so hard it feels as if it want to explode in my chest. I know what my next step is in my stop. Up Over and Down…….

To easy my pain, my thoughts I must push myself to go back to were I started, over the edge.

I am sorry; I can’t keep my promise to you.