You Aren'T There Poem by Reeshe Vixen

On the darkest of nights you are not there, on the brightest of day you are not there, in my mid night cries you aren't there but in my mind I will fight for you and in my heart I will cry for you!
Thought you can't be around I wouldn't be able to get thought a day if it weren't for you, how is it possible that you are my strength and weakness at the same time. How is it possible for you to pick me up and destroy me?
Even with my history, even with my understanding, my heart is breaking being ripped away by my own doing!
How is it possible for me to love you and break you at the same time?
Our lives are different, but my heart will scream for your return, even though I know there is none!
How is it possible to love so one so much that with the tears falling I am fight myself! I can't even hate you if I tried!

Just thought I would share this with you, I started it a week ago and finished it tonight!