Panic Sets In Poem by Anne Jones

Anger is rushing through this mind
Wanting to jump up and scream
The pain is running through to my core
Why do I feel this pain?
Especially after a moment of ecstasy
This shouldn't be
Frightened
Frozen inside
Angry
I feel kept in the dark

Moments of panic arise
What happened that I don't know?
Clue me in
Make me understand
I need to know
I can't go on feeling scared of moments of passion
Anger continues to build
Shaking trembling
Scratching to make it stop
What is it?
What happened?
tears rolling down caused by confusion
Hands pushing down
Making me anxious
Nervous, scared
Stop please
panic
What happened?
Can I handle the truth?
I can't take it, the feelings are so real

Cutting to release
Sigh of relief
Fighting away my fears
My worst nightmare
Stop holding me down
Leave me alone
Exhaustion
Starring
Snapping out of it
Beginning to relax
I am alone
No one is here
I am okay
Will I ever Know
For I am alone

What happened?