~past & Present~ Poem by Brandy Avery

Wanting my pain to go its farthest away. Wishing I could have just one peaceful day. Frightened by my dreams and thoughts afraid of what the night may have brought. The sharpest part of my longest night. Wanting you to be my shiny dreamy night. Patients is not something I'm too good at. I bet my life and soul on it. My days and nights are cold. My dreams of you and me are old. Even with wrinkles and silver in your hair. Yes my love, even then I will care. At heavens gate I will even wait for you there. For I love you always and forever.