Past, Present, And Future... Poem by Josh B.

in my past i have cried a lot,
lied alot
and wished i could've just died alot...

looking back now u can hardly see the thing that used to be me
because its in wallowing in darkness
blocaded by pain
unable to escape

always there
unable to leave
which causes me to just grieve

because the pain never left no matter how hard i try
the cry of the past me will never make it through the blocade

my soul
swallowed in a dark sarrowful room with a rythmic beat
and every thump is the darkness trying to escape

Now that i'm older its too far back, a mere memory of the past me...
now i live happily in the light
with the love of my life who will one day be my wife

and in the present and future
i did and will cry
but i'll never lie or wish to die
as long as she stays by my side