Patience - Poem by Younis YNS

.Am patient and I know maself.. Sometimes am too patient and I hate maself..
.Taken for granted is that the truth.. Am tryna reach to the core and am pushing through..
.I really hate it when am right and I wana be wrong..
.Tryna understand the reason but you're like an end of a song..
.I feel it and I don't wana hear it.. Still I see it and wana burn the image to erase it..
.And Can't bare it, I know maself.. I really really can't stand it its like what the hell..
.Even with the stress am really tryna manage.. Am wishing for the best but all I see is damage..
.Always knew what should be done.. Was jus in denial and on the run..
.But still I breath like I should.. Still am living like I would..
.And what can I do but live on the fact of could.. And work on possibility of would..
.And Wonder if I'll ever see what I really wana.. Guess its jus gona pop when its gona..

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