At Start Poem by Younis YNS

.I rise at day and am tryna write, the night cruises along and am outa sight.
.I need you, am damn sure you know it, stubborn as hell and you know I ain't gona show it.
.I know your scared as hell, but I also know you're so curious about this possible tale.
.I wish it was easy sometimes, can't seem to find what it is sometimes, not even breathing IS sometimes.
.Spare me the weird, the awkward, spare me the speech, spare me the nonsense and spare me this week.
.Analyse me bit by bit and am still a lock, Surprise me and you might see something you like.
.Are you so simple or so complicated.. Is this right here, this right here the reason why I still waited.
.Now should I find a reason, would I find a reason or can I find a reason on why its so and so in every season.
.Not even, do u think we're even.. Not even even..

(.Y.A.) 21