People Don't Understand Poem by Tyler Cobb

people don't understand. I can't help it but sometimes need a helping hand. I don't want to and don't like to have to ask. But at times if I don't. I can't complete a task. Some people are willing to help but some get upset. I have been taught how to do these things myself but can't help that I forget! When I only get to try every once in a while the memory won't stay with me it just gets thrown in a pile that will come to me again. Once I am shown. But if not made into a daily habit. That task just can't be grown.
I'm rehabilitating myself which means learning again. Because of the dreadful time when. My life came to a crossroad and I had went, and gotten myself into a horrible accident. All the doctors said that I was dead. But the lord had a different plan so instead! So I'm still here alive fighting everyday, To survive; I've come such a long way. But still trying to figure things out. Which way should I go. I have so much doubt. I just don't know.everything I look into most things can't be done because of physical abilities? yes those are a main one, reasons I'd struggle and can't complete the job.
But in all honesty it's people who it is that rob. Me of the chance to have a job. Because they let their stereotypical judgement; is what I find That overlooks potential because of the picture that's in their mind. most people hear the words (injury) and (brain) .put together. And that makes them think of something wrong or must be bad. But if you'd take the time to listen honestly you'd hear what it is they've overcome the struggles, challenges, and tasks they've gone through that are tougher than many people ever knew. Was something someone could have to face. But it's true, yes it's real. These people shouldn't feel any disgrace. They've fought with all their energy, heart, and soul. To begin again and make their life whole. They've accomplished a great task. And have probably done it wearing a mask. A mask to hide the pain and tears. Of struggling for years. Yes I said years/ that is right. Because this task isn't done easily over night. It takes a long long time. And there are things that they will never get back. Yes that's really hard knowing no matter how hard you try. You will always lack. The complete ability to do it yourself. And will have to rely on someone else. At least for me that's the way that I feel, and if you're wondering, yes every word of this poem is real! So if you want to label me; for something I can't be. Go ahead that's fine. You're not going to make me whine.
For I have finally begun to see the truth. That although I've lost everything from my youth. I've had to rebuild my life and although I may not have a wife, or kids as some seem to think since they do they're better than me. But they aren't able to see that what I've gone through I've made it successfully and it's only because of the grace of one who; decides when I'm done. And so far he's let me continue to progress. And clean up this mess! To start over again; so I pray, that is when I thank him for all his love! Yes he's the father above. Who we know is our lord, yes he's the one who from all my happiness has been poured!