Playing Outfield Poem by Airda Jones

I wanted in but
You left me out
Now I'm just wondering
What that was all about

That day when
You finally stood at my side
When at last you
Looked right into my eyes

There was more there
Than what you said
Maybe that thought just
Went straight to my head

But over and over
Not just that time
I could see secrets
Lurking closely behind

Maybe some like mine
Would that ever happen?
How could I ever know
If you won't ever let me in?