Poem Poem by Eman Awad

i can't write,
i can't write a word in a verse for a poem.
i am here by my self,
i am under a sun that never shines at home.
i am distant, isolated,
i think that i came out here to save the world.
i am fading and i got overrated,
i put the rules but i can't understand a word.
i see faces, smiles and tears,
i see my face, my smile and my tear.
i am in a world of no one here,
in a world of no one but me and my fear.
i hear words, i haven't heard before,
isolation gets you to see and hear things.
i fight alone in an army that's no more,
i laugh loudly at what life throws and brings.
i am drowning in my life, in my bed,
in my words that i can't write or understand.
infinit possibilties for an end,
improper end of the giftless poet, that's me.
i will tell of my condition, i won't pretend,
i can't change my self to change the eternity.
i don't feel that my words belong to me,
i don't know where i am or what to do.
i fight alone, i stand alone, i'm not aware of me,
i find no words to rhyme with (do) but... (do) .