Prayer Of Confusion Poem by Ruth Ann Powell

Lord God, is it true that u hate me. Please come and compensate me. I have'nt been living up to my word, my life has become a mess though... Hvnt u heard? U gave us sin Lord God, you let Adam and Eve reel it in. Satan took me by surprise, he opened a door and he shut my eyes. He aint no enemy, he aint no friend. Yet look at me now, my life is at a bend. There isn't left nor right, not even a 'head straight towards the light'. I'm stuck, a sunken lie. Why did I even ever make the choice to survive? The world is a contradiction, so much has changed since Jesus was fiction. The bible is our story, but where shall be all the glory? I have'nt looked into it much but is there really anything as such? I've been before you aplenty Lord and still today I am empty... Empty and confused, slightly abused. I ask you please to free the truth, spare me the worry, I did not begin the quarry!