Prison Of Love Poem by israel kabayo

Maybe I read into the situation a bit too much, but maybe I didn't.
Is what I see stronger then what I feel, or am I just blinded by love and can't see at all.
Maybe I'm in love alone, with nowhere to go.
I've waited year after year and endured storm after storm,
To just be told i'm not loved at all.

Is it the jokes I tell that are a bit extreme,
Because when I see you smile, it fulfills me,
It makes me want to hold you, but when I do, you fade away, and I notice it was all a dream, you were never really here to stay.

'I love you', were the only words that ever made sense to me,
Until you told me you were not made for me,
I wonder how you can ever expect me to love again,
When written across my whole heart, are the letters P.A.I.N.

I don't blame you at the end of the day, I blame me,
Cause I still hoped one day, that we will be.
From now on, I truly believe life is a prison, when you inlove alone, because at the end of the day lonliness is the only word my heart knows.