Pure And Calculatory Poem by Mehta Hasmukh Amathaal

Pure and calculatory
Thursday,24th January 2019

What hurts me most?
and at what cost exactly?
I never gave little thought over
but always sought the shelter

it was an ego
that I should have forgone
gave no importance
and chance should have been taken

why was I pulled down every time?
whenever I had something in mind as a prime object!
not to remain specific about the reasons
I analyzed it as a simple person

I was not fair enough to the cause
and always paused
before putting into practice
the self was before everything with no promises

This was the reason behind
not of human assistance or of any kind
it was pure and calculatory
that had made me sorry

Hasmukh Mehta