Questions Poem by Jerad Castaneda

all is ask is why i wait?
why i do what i do?
why i need her?
why i want her?
why i feel this way?
why i hold on to what we had
why i cant i let go?
why i do i love?
why cant i hate?
why cant i be happy?
why cant i move on?
why must we fight?
why over all this?
why cant we be happy together?
why did i wait for that long?
why i am i still wait this long?
why are you all i think about?
why are you the one thats in my mind all the time?
why? why? why? .............is that all i can ask?
thats all i know any more.
you say you dont want me to leave....
you say that you love me....
you say that i made you happy...
you say that you missed me....
you say that you missed the way i kissed you...
you say that you missed the way i looked at you before we kissed...
you say that you missed the way i held you....
you say that you missed everything about me.....
you say that you loved the way i kissed you....
you say that you loved the way i held you....
you say that you loved the way i smiled when you had me in your hold...
and all i can say is nothing because the pain is to much.....to.........bare