Quietly Disappearing Poem by Michelle Guza

Quietly disappearing out of my heart
Even though I know I will end up falling apart
I have to open my eyes and stop ignoring my head
I’m screaming but i’m not thinking about the words unsaid
All the tears and the sleepless nights are quietly disappearing
I’m silently screaming so you not hearing
Sitting there just to think about everything for awhile
I picked up the phone but no numbers I could dial
No one is really here for me they all back talk
Wow like I didn’t think that, big shock
Quietly disappearing when i’m standing right there
This life i’m stuck in just is no more fair
I’m sick of trying to hide all my secrets
Will walking away from you be one of my regrets
The pain is numb and I dried the tear
No one even noticed as I quietly disappear