Radiant Heartbeat! ! ! ! ! ! Poem by Hadyn Rodriguez

I thought you were true and, i thought what i was feeling was supposed to be real. As time went by all i heard were lies after lies. Can't believe your gone but i won't see myself mourning over you. It's not the same i feel so alone. The memories we shared and had nothing will take that away it feels like a dream.Your lifeless and heartless, i never wanted it to come to this but my life goes by longer then your one breath. Guidance not anywhere in sight, the only thing you've done more then hurt me is use me.All i want is to forget the memories and especially you. A hardship or punishment is what i feel this is. You never in your life loved me just said things to get under my skin. Pure hatred and murder in my eyes. I tried so hard but i'm done fighting I've already lost you. While your soaked in blood all i gotta do is turn my back. I lost hope long ago feels like i've been slaughtered. Theirs no warmth in the sun just leaves at my feet been blown. Far far away i shall break away. I don't know whether my heart beats or it's dead. All of this seems so unreal i can't see through all this fog. This place gives me the creeps please keep away from me. Yes you rule my mind but i no longer want your memories for what you done. No more feelings my fears will sooner or later be exposed. No-one will care what happens to me instead of light they darkness has consumed me. Your a betrayer, your treachery has ruined not only me but my whole life. Don't ever ask why because you'll never know. I won't play your games or sing your praises. Since you wasted all your time just don't waste mine theirs no point. Were not friends so i will never soothe that broken heart or soul of yours ever again. In the end you were never real just dead. You cut through my heart with no regret but you tore apart my pride.Theirs so so much darkness in your dead soulless heart that it burns mine. You went from being my world, my companion but your nothing to me now.