Rain Of Memories Poem by Noen Muti

In the gentle rain, I find myself in memories
The time when books and darkness stick together
As a child, I was an introvert and talked a lot
Ulcers on the crown become a labyrinth of secrets that cannot be denied

The mother's reprimands and punishments occurred continuously
Because of my love for reading, a love that makes me careless about food and
homework, I get lost and lost in the pages of books
From stories that open the door to new stages

In my memory, it is so clear and sweet
Reliving the childhood I encountered
The rain falls gracefully and calmly
Makes me feel like I'm in a peaceful night

Mother's voice almost made the rain fall, bringing me closer
For books that never fade
Stolen sister at school with pleasure
But it can't erase the light

In the midst of it all, I found comfort in books
A recitation that has always been a company that never wavers
Its pages hold secrets, imagination and truly real value
It soothes the soul and makes me new again

But mother's nagging and anger is still true.
My mother showed me that I was loved with all my limitations and that I felt cared for.
My brother returned to school, still giving me books that carried me away in pleasure.

Soft rain brings freedom and happiness.
A time when I could let go of everything and enjoy it
Tears mixed with raindrops
I feel like I'm in a peaceful night
In mother's arms without scolding and loud screams.

Oh, how precious those times were, full of color and magic,
A time when books, rain, and solitude can overcome the rain and the sky that thunders loudly. mother's frustration which might be scary and disappointing,
What I remember and keep in my memory, just like the books I read and give thanks for this greatest moment. I am now an adult and imprisoned in mortality. The scolding and anger that I received from my mother as a child was a source of strength.

Mother is an angel wearing a Ferris wheel shawl
I already know the God that you showed me at that time.
The rain was still pouring gently but not as hard as before
I still find myself in memories.