Random Thought! ! Poem by candice cagle

I thought you were different.
I guess I was wrong.
Why didn’t you tell me you were like everyone else?
I had a wall built up around my heart but I let you tear it down.
I should have never let you close because every time I start to actually care about some one I always get hurt.
Just like now.
I can’t believe I was so stupid as to let someone get close to me.
Now I sit here wondering why.
Why can’t I just find some one who loves me for me and not hurt me if I let my guard down?
I thought you would be that guy but I guess I was wrong.
What is wrong with me?
Why can’t I find someone like everyone else does?
I guess I’m the only girl in this school that can’t find a guy who will notice she is standing next to him and care.
I want a guy who his friends will ask “who is that? ” and he would say “Oh that’s my girlfriend.”
What happened to all those kind of guy’s?