Red Droplets In The Snow Poem by An Angel Without Wings

She didn't want to show her
She didn't think she'd care
She didn't think anyone would notice
She was really there

She walked around in silence
Wearing solid black and red
She didn't want her to know she cried
Every night before bed

The water will run red
Blood and blades is all she knows
Of how to cope with life
Red droplets in the snow

She thought that she was worthless
At least that's what they said
So her razorblades are scattered
All across her bed

She tries to hide it from her
Seeing in her eyes
That she was not what she wanted
No matter how hard she tried

She wishes she was pretty
She wishes she could be
Someone else who someone wants
Whose life is fun and free

But instead she goes in silence
No one sees how much she cries
All they do is spread rumors
And dirty, vicious, lies

She wishes she would love her
Stop and call her name
Hold her while she cries
But love her all the same

She knows that is too much to ask
Grabs her blades and grabs her knife
Writes 'Mommy dear I love you.'
And crying takes her life.