Regrets Poem by Timothy Hector

I’m sorry I messed up like I always do
Did something stupid didn’t think it through
A night out not worth it now I feel blue
Drugs and alcohol are less important then you

3 bad calls in a row is what set me off
Once I started drinking it just didn’t stop
Went off the rails, did what I could
To mess myself up, then I understood

Why I moved here, why the fresh start
For hours I just sat in the dark
Thinking of why I would let my friends down
All for one stupid night on the town

I wasted my money, my night and my health
All for that feeling, so long since I’ve felt
Just to realise I don’t like it anymore
I’m sorry I messed up like I said before

Can you forgive me its more then I deserve
You were screaming out for help, but I never heard
For what I have done there is no excuse
Won’t happen again, that I promise you…