This morning when, after years, I emerged,
my hair was wet,
scales grew beneath my arms.
Heat lingered on the skin
like a false note.
The chrysalids lay exposed.
Maggots nibbled at my fingers,
and growing took time.
When my eyes also opened,
up came the sun. Toads were suddenly silent.
I felt almost sorry.
There was a curtain blocking my view,
and my fins stuck.
I had learned nothing, but this spring
gave me dead branches and a soft marsh.
This was all I needed.
I thought that even the biggest fish
suck pain, that the softest land is sailable.
I thought that where the ends meet,
nothing means a thing anymore.
There are strange currents in us,
that drag us into peaks and troughs,
but after years of sluggishness we swiftly overflow.
We sail toward the end.
Hunger pulls.
I am a mast that picks up words,
the ropes hard, but tight.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem