Riping My Own Heart Poem by chelsi Ruffing

I'm ripeing my own heart
So that this can't start
Its easer to say goodbye
Then to just say hi
I know how it will end
I will not go around that bend
Theres nothing more
Its all behind the door
With a lock to keep it hidden
This love should be forbidden
Now I know the truth from you
That you and I will always be through
I can't change what my faith is
God had the choice and this was his
I can't change what I didn't do
I wish I never met you
Hurting all the time
For some reason your still not slime
How can this be fair to me
When you the one who love she
Dareing to say its alright
When your not the one who cryed at night
Our love was neve ment to be or last
But my sould was not ment to be trast
I feel as if I'm breaking
Please just stop takeing
Let me just be free
Free from you and free from me
You got to stop lieing
Your makeing me feel like dieing