Ruining The Moment Poem by Alyssha Middleton

Wanting to give in
To your amazing eyes
And cute smile
Slowly feeling you pull me in close
Like you use to
When you and i were a we
Wanting to kiss you
To show how much i miss you
But not wanting to get hurt again
Feeling like i ruined the moment
When i turned my head
As you leaned in
Then regreting it the second i did it
Not wanting to let go of the moment
But u obviously did
So letting you walk away
As i struggled to let go
And hoping we will have another one
When i dont turn my head
Now sitting her thinking
Will this happen again?
Or did i ruin my only chance of being in your arms again?