Trust Issues Poem by Alyssha Middleton

thinking i can trust someone
then they let me down
spreading the secrets around
the one thing that scared me the most
the one thing that my mouth was to scared to say
the one thing i had never told anyone
the one thing that stopped my heart and my breathing just at the thought
knowing the person for most of my life
thought i could tell them
without them spreading
taking every ounce of my body
to tell them
thinking it would help to talk about it
but i was wrong
then they wonder why
i dont share anything anymore
why i break into tears at the sight of them
they dont know why
i changed
or why i keep to myself
going through pain
they didnt know they put me in
making my self a promise
to never trust again
or talk about such
great pain
that changed my life foreva