Sad Disvirginer Poem by Michael Eziudo

It was trust you laid on my shoulders
It was faith you cast upon me
It was your dignity and pride you put in my palms
It was love you thrust in my heart
And believing the best comes out of it
Now I'm sorry
Sorry for the calculated agreed pain I caused you
Sorry for making you shed the tears of transformation from girl-child to womanhood
Sorry for taking it step-by-step and then a little forcefully just to make the pain go away quickly, once and for all
Sorry for the broken hymen broken to knit our hearts together as one
Sorry for making you let go other suitors you may have desired just for me amongst all

But you make me feel bad, why?
When you re with me yet you make calls on phone to and with others,
You chat with them other brothers on whatsapp and SMS, leaving me alone in my own world,
Making me feel lonelier even when you are right there with me
I feel like I'm no one, like I don't matter, like I'm not needed, like I'm not respected
If you truly you have given yourself and your heart to me and not to them, please make me feel like I alone own you
When you are with me, please don't make me feel jealous, don't make them come before me because I love you and I die with jealousy

And I love you
Love you for who you are and for what you are
For the precious pearl that preciously dawns in my life
I love you dear precious pearl, my precious dawn