Schizophrenia Poem by Elycia_Medina15 Medina

I think I'm having another episode.
Some call me crazy or even delusional.
But it's not my fault... I take my meds like the doctor says, even go through series of tests...
I see people from my past, but I see them in the flesh, I swear they talk to me just to take me from my sleep, making me toss and turn, even sweat. Its hard to keep myself organized.
I slur my words thinking I got some sorta disease.
Schizophrenia is a disorder that effects my ability to think and speak.
Maybe I'm just crazy cause the meds never help.
It's too hot. It's too cold. I feel to clotted and I can't even move on my own.
Its clawing at my brain screaming I'm in pain. What triggered me? Why did I act out this way?