Second Day (My Secret Wish) Poem by Eman Awad

Why am i feeling fine today?
i'm passing you like i never knew you.
I never thought i'd feel this way,
that i'm not seeing me through you.
Like i never fell in love,
but it's that i regret those days.
I used to fly and fall from above,
i never satteled any how and always.
Lingering our memories and i see pain,
i remember your lies but still i'm fine.
Just the first day i was going insane,
why would i care when you're never mine?
I hope that all the days are the same,
and all like the second day, so over you.
I've failed my heart and i'm to blame,
but we agreed to get over this too.
We agreed to forget, never to forgive,
we agreed to laugh at this a month from now.
It's surely not a good way to live,
but we will manage it some how..
I know i'm too proud just to say,
i'm wishing to run back into your arms.
It's my secret wish that i pray,
i wish you'll return upon all the stars.
Still on the second day after losing you,
and i have already a secret wish that i never had.
I prayed for you and i think i had you,
but even being with my angel can make me sad.
I'm trying, i'm trying very hard,
pray for me to get over who broke my heart.