Secret Wishes Poem by Michelle Pope

Why can't these feelings go away?
I don't want them anymore
My brain and heart argue
Everyday that goes by
I don't want to love him anymore
This pain and suffering it causes
My brain says 'he never loved me'
But my heart says 'of course he did'
AAHHH... why can't this stop?
I don't want this! ! !
I want my life back
But in his hands he still holds it
Yeah maybe he doesn't know it
But he does and I want it back! ! !
It's mine not his!
How complicated life gets
I dont want this! ! !
I want my feelings for him to die
But they won't
I tell them to... but they just won't listen
I hate this...