Seperation Poem by Dwayne Bailey

I dont know exactly what I am feeling, Numbness maybe so;
But deep inside I feel a pain, one I have yet to know.
I thought our love was ment to be, blessed by God himself on high;
Now in my heart there is only bitterness, and tears they fill my eye.

Seventeen years I have been blessed, to have you by my side;
as my friend and soulmate, with whom I could confide;
But now my world is shattered, my life taken before my very eyes;
Your heart to me it seems so cold, love for me it seems has died.

Maybe this is all Im worth, maybe my karma has caught up to me;
maybe God has turned his back, and cursed now I must be.
I have never felt such pain, stabbing my heart to my very soul;
breaking me down from my very core, and gouging a deep dark hole.


I now pray daily, that I can just get past the pain;
To the anger bitterness and rage, so I can again feel sane.
For I now fear the future, alone it seems I now must be;
Depression is starting to take a hold, my mind is no place for me.