Shamelessly broken Poem by Melissa Schlangen

Absolute and pointlessly sunken in a mind full of dark memonies and distorted thoughts.
Gasping for air to breathe, I collapse to my knees.
Take the voices from my head, take all chaos and pain from my heart.
My sickened soul soaked with evil intentions of the world it stumbles around in.
Reaching to save the innocence and pure heart of a little girl who is struggling in this woman's body.
A body used and abused by all that it has came in contact with.
A heart shattered at the hands of too many men.
A soul lost in a lie just by looking into your eyes.
The extreme pain I have screamed out.
Still to fall deaf to your ears.
Never have I ever looked into another's soul and seen myself behind the bars wrapped in passion, extravagant desire, pleasure, happiness and pure and true love.
There I was.
I knew you before this life.
I have searched for you beyond centuries.
You came home to me and I to you.
Only to murder my soul and utterly destroy the pieces left of my heart.
I beg, plead, cry, punch, scream, claw, until I am nothing but a shatter shell of what used to be the woman you said to protect always love and to become your wife..