i take a deep breath
and dive in head first
but i didnt see the rocks
or the current
...
As I lay here
in my ocean of thoughts
letting my emotions
flow around me
...
I've come to a resolve
your not the right person for me
nor will you ever be
...
I grab my shovel and start to dig
I dig and dig
until I cant escape
...
I am at the edge of a cliff
and I'm ready to jump
I stare down at the rocks
and water beneath me
...
I use to kiss your scars
wishing I could just take your pain,
hoping to replace your past
I just wanted all your pain and suffering
...