~should I Look For God Or Should He Look For Me? ~ Poem by Mary Nagy

Should I look for God
or should he look for me?
It seems I need the answers
but it's hard for me to see.

If life is full of troubles
and it's ''meant to be'' this way
I just I can't help but wonder
if God sometimes looks away.

If my pain is there to help me
and I'll learn from my mistakes
should I even worry
how much time my lesson takes?

If life's about survival
and we learn from all we see
should I try to look for God
or should He look for me?