Show Me The Way Back. Poem by Mary Amrutha

I never thought coming after you
will make a big fuss in my life

I never thought searching the
truth will destroy
the relations that I had

I never thought that you are so close,
closer than I thought
but I can't find where you are.

I know that I don't have a heart
that is so pure,
pure enough to have your words
into it.

How could these people be so cruel
to to me only for being after you.

I wish to come back to you
I wish to come to your place once more
I know that you'll come,
come to the valley of Bakkah.

I don't know, that I can reach you
because now I am so far from you.

I know you are the truth
the light and the way.

To reach you I have to fight
but this fight is between me and many
whom I considered to be my dearest ones.
I don't know how to convince them.

O lord! I can't be a loser like this.
I can't die like this,
knowing the truth and couldn't utter a word
kills me like any thing.

Show me a way,
I know that you make it
Show me a way,
a way to come back to you