Seemed like it was over
I felt free for a moment
You are free he said
You are free
Was I deceiving myself
Why did the urge
Spring back onto me
like a fire rekindled
I felt the heat
I accepted the warmth
Did I really want this
who are you living in me
why do you cling on to me
I am not you slave
Or am I
Don't I belong to Him
He said we are one didn't He
I don't want you
Let Him have me
All of me
Do I want this
I did feel good
But only for a moment
Should I hate myself
Why shouldn't I
Leave me be
I want to be a baby again
Innocent and pure
fragile and weak
Leave me be
I am not yours!
I am not yours!
I am His!
But why do I
Feel He is not mine
What you make me do
Makes Him leave
I want Him!
I want HIm!
I want Him!
Not you
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem